got me out here in water so deep..

2.30 a.m ..

I can't sleep..

nothing can makes me feel right..

all inside my soul feeling so chaos.. so grieve..

but not showed outside..

inside?

huhu..*sigh..

I feel so miserable.. I've even not mugged on da teleserye..

not even Jericho nor Kristine can be da lighter to my soul and mind..

I wanna cry.. but why can't I do dat?

I wanna yell.. but  I feel choked.. deep inside my throat..

huh!!!

why dis silent feeling came towards me?
I just not comfort and its quite cranky..

Ya ALLAH..

I 'm surely not amicable with it..

da only thing dat bear on my mind is da phrase..

"life is too bright to suffer from depressions.."

am I depress?

only He knows da best..